What would I do without a job I wonder....? What would motivate me to get up in the mornings or go to sleep in the evenings...? would I notice more the passing of time or would it fly by me just the same...?
I need some hobbies I think because I waste so much time doing so many things not truely worthwhile or things that give me any satisfaction.
I'm Lazy lol There I said it. Sad but true if there is nothing I want to do then i do nothing regardless of the many things I could be useful and do....
Strangely I have no urges to do dishes at home, probably because I do them at work, the same goes for cooking and picking things up and tidyingl, I spend 3 hours a day waiting hand and foot on 2 people so I really never feel like it when I get home, I guess its like a Chef or Cleaner , what you spend your days doing is the last thing you want to do when you get home.
I'm missing my Parents alot at the moment, its just coming up to Christmas and it will be the second one I have spent away from them, and it probably doesn't help that Mikes mother rings everyother day and talks to him everyday on MSN, Is there really that much that she has to say to him that we have to spend money calling her all the time cant she talk to someone else, my goodness if I called my parents for everything I wanted to talk to an adult about I would spend thousands on the phone. It just annoys me that almost everytime Mike and I get to sit and have a talk about things without having other things happening that shes calling or someone else is to talk to him and never me :(
I need some hobbies I think because I waste so much time doing so many things not truely worthwhile or things that give me any satisfaction.
I'm Lazy lol There I said it. Sad but true if there is nothing I want to do then i do nothing regardless of the many things I could be useful and do....
Strangely I have no urges to do dishes at home, probably because I do them at work, the same goes for cooking and picking things up and tidyingl, I spend 3 hours a day waiting hand and foot on 2 people so I really never feel like it when I get home, I guess its like a Chef or Cleaner , what you spend your days doing is the last thing you want to do when you get home.
I'm missing my Parents alot at the moment, its just coming up to Christmas and it will be the second one I have spent away from them, and it probably doesn't help that Mikes mother rings everyother day and talks to him everyday on MSN, Is there really that much that she has to say to him that we have to spend money calling her all the time cant she talk to someone else, my goodness if I called my parents for everything I wanted to talk to an adult about I would spend thousands on the phone. It just annoys me that almost everytime Mike and I get to sit and have a talk about things without having other things happening that shes calling or someone else is to talk to him and never me :(
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