Bored

I dont wanna go to work :( It looks like its gonna rain the min I step outside and I dont like it when it does that strangely enough.
I have to drive Laetitia to her play rehersal tonight and then take the car back to their house so Jane can go pick her up when she is done, I am broke till after work tonight when I get paid cause there have been expenses this week like a phone extention line caus we altered the configaration of the room so the bed is tucked away in the corner and we have room to get a drop leaf table and some dinning chairs so we arent eating christmas dinner off our knees agian this year. That is unless we get invited over to someone's house for Christmas but that would need someone to take enough notice of us to remember that we are without family in this country.
I have to get the bank cheque done on monday and send it to NZ via registered post so it gets there for my family and I will package it with the cards and the ginger thins.

Anyway I best get dressed and ready for work now.

Lynni

Motivation or the lack of it

What would I do without a job I wonder....? What would motivate me to get up in the mornings or go to sleep in the evenings...? would I notice more the passing of time or would it fly by me just the same...?
I need some hobbies I think because I waste so much time doing so many things not truely worthwhile or things that give me any satisfaction.
I'm Lazy lol There I said it. Sad but true if there is nothing I want to do then i do nothing regardless of the many things I could be useful and do....
Strangely I have no urges to do dishes at home, probably because I do them at work, the same goes for cooking and picking things up and tidyingl, I spend 3 hours a day waiting hand and foot on 2 people so I really never feel like it when I get home, I guess its like a Chef or Cleaner , what you spend your days doing is the last thing you want to do when you get home.

I'm missing my Parents alot at the moment, its just coming up to Christmas and it will be the second one I have spent away from them, and it probably doesn't help that Mikes mother rings everyother day and talks to him everyday on MSN, Is there really that much that she has to say to him that we have to spend money calling her all the time cant she talk to someone else, my goodness if I called my parents for everything I wanted to talk to an adult about I would spend thousands on the phone. It just annoys me that almost everytime Mike and I get to sit and have a talk about things without having other things happening that shes calling or someone else is to talk to him and never me :(

Time flies when your having fun

Oh that is so true but I wish time flew so well when I'm waiting for my painkillers to kick in. Today wasnt to bad as a whole, Mike and I stayed in this morning and watched the wreath laying ceremony at Westminster on Tv because we woke up to late to get to Church. We ordered in for lunch and when I bit into a peice of Chicken I caused some of my teeth to shift slightly in my gums and it caused alot of pain as a result.
Anyway my pain didnt go away for over an hour dispite me taking maximum doses of painkillers which frustrates me and I am wondering why I seem to be immune to non-prescription painkillers since the locals the dentist gave me worked with no problems.
I think Mike should be home soon as He went out to set up for evening church and stayed for the service, I stayed home because I didnt want to get sick due to the cold as when my teeth were hurting I ran a high tempeture for the whole time and it didnt go away until after the pain. And I seem to have caught a cold from somwhere which I need to get rid of before work because I cant pass it on to the kids.

Mike has gotten his hours changed at work now so he has Friday nights off but it causes problems for getting me in to see the Dentist when he can come with me as I would have panic attacks if I had to go alone because of what happend when I was a child although I did cope rather well with my last visit. The problem came from that when we found out it costed us £915 for my 2 Crowns and 1 Inlay which are being made and I have to go back in 2 weeks to get them fitted.

The Loan for the wedding is taking time although Mike is working hard on making sure there is no reason why it cant get approved soon. My family are all recovering from the different problems they have faced recently and I am so thankful for that since its so hard hearing that they are having things happen to them and I am not there to support and help them.

thats all for now im gonna go play SimCity4

New and Excited

Well I am new to Blogger and its exciting , I transfered all my Live Journal posts to my first entry but be careful you have to start at the bottom and read up lol. Things are going well in Lynni's life atm just chewing through the days waiting to get back to good old NZ but that will be a few years in coming since Mike is at Uni here for the time being and I couldn't leave the Kirby family at least not this year because Laetitia still needs someone to look after her till Jane gets home. Today was good at work, this week I have been using the Car to pick up Charlie and Tisha as it is getting colder and darker now we are into winter, The roads aren't as busy as I thought they would be and I'm surprised that the A205 is still usable at school run time as I thought it would be bottle-neck in traffic. I'm gonna go and do some Driving Instructor training so I can have a second job but we need the money clear to do that first and with my Dentist bills that won't be happening very soon at all. anyway I think that's enough for a first post I will come back soon though
XXX

Stuff from my old livejournal blog

Thursday, October 12th, 20068:19 pm

interesting week
Well this week has been interesting, for starters we made it to church on sunday night after doing the biggest shopload that i have done since coming to London spending over £90 at Sainsburys, well we got food for like 1-1 1/2 months so i dont mind to much
Mike has been busy getting into routine for Uni and ive been busy with work.
Mike has also been getting the Loan organized for the Wedding and Honeymoon trip and i need to get all the paperwork prepared to get it sent off so everything comes through by June.
I am actually getting excited and hoping that i have found my wedding dress as i have spent hours online searching and i think i have found the one i want I just hope that the lady selling it still has it.

Laetitia is off for half term next week so i have to run all round London picking her up after her planned activitys.
Charlie only gets one week off and Jane is home for that week so is taking the kids on holiday as they dont get much of one at Christmas with her as they also have to see their Dad during that time.

This year has gone so fast. I cant believe that they days are turning colder and winter is upon us agian here in London we had several days of rain and bad weather but today it was warmer and not raining which was nice for a change.
Imogen's Au Pair takes her home on the same bus as us on Tue, Thurs, and Fridays and i think she will start picking up Imogen from the Pool on Wed like i do with Laetitia anyway Laura ( the Au pair ) is from Paris and is trying hard to lose her French accent while she is here in England which is odd since most english people are trying their hardest to speak french that it has been hard till now for her to get a job where she doesnt have to speak French.
I got some warm winter boots for this winter as last year my feet froze probably caus i was working in a Pub but this year i have more walking to do so it is important that i have water proof footwear to protect my feet.

Im babbling but i dont care it has been so long since i spent any real time typing anything i should probably put this all in a Letter home but i dont have the motivation cause i never get anything back i have to wait online till ppl from home come online caus otherwise i never get to talk to anyone.

thats all for tonight , Lynni

Friday, October 6th, 20069:53 pm

Hey agian
Well strange as it seems im online twice a day and i have not been back here fore over a week. wel work is keeping me busy and getting things done,
I held a dinner party at Trevors house and it was fun but i wish he had a bigger kitchen that was the smallest kitchen i have ever ever been in let alone tryed to cook a 5 course dinner it but the evening went well and Nick now thinks im a culinery genius, his words not mine.

Oh good news my favortie show season 3 is avalible online it wont be on tv here in the uk for months becaus the last season has only just finished here but i am so excited to see it and i know mike has already got his hads on it and downloaded it to the laptop its so tempting to watch it now but i will wait for him to get home from work before i do.
My fingernails are getting long for like the first time ever i guess its cause i finally have a job that doesnt ivolve doing lots of dishes etc so they are growing without any reason to break except on my keys lol

I got my Uk drivers lisence now so i am legal to drive any car that someone will add me to the insurance for. thats the pain about this country and driving caus you have to have insurance or else you can get your car impounded.

anyway time is slipping away and its getting late i should call mum and dad and then go to bed.

Lynni

Sunday, September 24th, 20061:55 pm

Sunday
Well well well, its sunday the 24th of september in June i thought that id be a mere 5 days away from my wedding today but as it stands there is a bit more time before that day.
I'm annoyed at mike at the moment because he is being totally insensitive to me and practically ignoring me and im sick of going through it every morning,He cant even look at me or respond when i talk to him its like he hates my guts even though when asked he says he loves me, im not entirerly convinced of that right now though.
I am offically playing second fiddle to whatever he has on his mind which is obviously more important than me or my feelings, i dont know if i can take much more of it as i have been treated like shit before by ppl and given them all the chances they deserve plus more and come out of the situation hurt and depressed. but i cant share my feelings with mike caus he doesnt understand and is unable to conect with other people in an emotional way. To him being loving is smothering me with kisses and lying on top of me till i cant breathe and have to beg him to get off, i dont understand how he can blame me for being cold when he cant be emotionally connected with anyone other than his mother.

excuse me for my ranting but i have no other place to put them that he cant read.

Sunday, September 17th, 20069:50 pm

Wow its been over a Year
:O its been over a year since i was here and i feel terrible , but this will soon be my main online blog.
Well still in England and finally got a computer and internet and a Job and everything is falling into place here , Mike starts Uni at Kingston Uni here in London 2morrw and we are settled in with a good local Church here in Streatham (south west London)
We are planning our wedding for June 2nd 2007 and My Parents will be coming out here for that time.
I have meet both mikes mother and father and step mum and brothers and half sister and get along with them ok.
I miss my family though , Tanya got married at Easter this year and i couldnt make it out there in time for it but they sent me a wonderful dvd of it,
Im working as an afterschool carer and Laetitia and Charlie are great kids even one week into the job im feeling at home with them and everything is working out for now,

Lynnixxx
Friday, July 15th, 200510:47 am
england is home
Well supprise supprise, im in england and im feeling at home.
[hence the title]
atm mike is at work so im bored i should vaccum because cassia has left her doggie biscut all over the living room floor. ewwwwwww
yeah not much else i have to say, except im getting married in nz lol when i have the money to lmao bye bye

Wednesday, April 27th, 20051:15 pm

busy, but not busy
yeah well this week is going weird, it was anzac weekend so monday was a public holiday and my parents were away all weekend as was my sister ruth who was at camp and the lil kids were at friends houses being sat caus i was supposed to be working not that i did or anything caus i was sick then i sprained my ankle grrr, yeah and mike is @ oxford with Tony so i dont have much contact with him and CJ is busy with work and things i should be going right now, but im dragging the chain, yeah i have a room to clean 2nite when i get home frm runnig erands with mum which is were im going now,
this will get updated later,

lyn

Sunday, April 17th, 20052:12 am

hmm alot to think about
well i have alot on my mind at the moment mostly good some bad, hehehe as always im anixous about somthing that lies ahead, but today there are 2 somthings , 1 my move to england, which has me jumping around like crazie and 2 CJ is coming to vist me :D that also has me all tyed up in knots etc...
yep well not able to talk long but check out my webpage for photos of my trip to aussie, they will grow in number as Cj sends them to me

Friday, April 1st, 200510:05 am

AUSTRALIA BE WARNED
im here now and i might like it :P well i already do so too late u will have to deal with it, i dont like it enough to stay, i found out last night that Cj is afriad of spiders, tell me someone why live in aussie if you cant stand spiders its a dumb thing to do dont u think since aussie has the most poisness and the most species of spiders in the world so DUH why live here if you are deathly afriad of them, hahaha oh well noone ever said guys are the smartest creatures on earth *rolls eyes* well i hve to eat something so im going to keep this short,
to everyone that reads this then take care, love you heaps
Lyn

Saturday, March 26th, 20053:29 am

going to australia

I am going to Australia for a week on thursday :O i am so excited, its all thanks to my good friend CJ who decided to give me an all expenses paid holiday, i really cannot wait for it..

in other news, work sucks n i can hardly wait to leave, im not going to take another job before i go because it would be more a waste of time than anything else and it seems im already so busy these days without having to do more

I also am getting really really excited about going to England , it is getting closer by the day , i have heaps to do before i go though so im constantly making lists to make sure i get it all done in time,

yep i think thats bout me for now, ill update this when i next remeber to

Lynette

Saturday, March 19th, 20053:42 pm

job interview

well i have a job interview that i have to get ready for soon i also have to get ready for work in case they need me 2nite, ive been looking at the news and my favorite regional rugby team has named 15 of our international team "ALL BLACKS" on the side to play Auckland in the opening round of the Super 12, Also we are kicking ass at the Rugby sevens taking down tonga 19-12 and Ireland 52-5, Netball is going well it looks like it will be a 3-0 to us in the series agianst England who also got taken down by the aussies on thier way here, my favorite Basketball team had a narrow defeat last night at the hands of the Auckland Stars and we have some new players that look promising as it is still only pre seaon at this point.... It looks like im going to miss the netball final of the 3 game series agianst England 2night because of work but im sure mum will tell me what happens, in the last game we smashed them by 44 points our second highest winning margin agaisnt england ever, the record stands at 47 taking the "MIghty English girls" as we nicknamed them in jest down 76-32 was quite a feat and im still buzzing over it, back to the rugby the english and the figians are our bigest threats so far, although we are confident that they wil pose lil problems to us as the team is looking reali good. yeah i think thats bout it, id better go get ready for this interview, Lynette

Monday, February 7th, 20051:02 pm

God i HATE SUMMER
It is to fricken HOT today, just like yesterday and the one before, im sick of the muggy heat i cant wait till i get to Canada to the winter even if there is a couple of feet of snow on the ground it will be better than sweating my ass off even when im not wearing clothes, ive restorted to sleeping naked caus its too hot to wear pj's and even without clothes im waking up all sweatey *makes ughhh ewwww face here* i tryed sunbathing yesterday and ended up with heat stroke which im still recovering from and it means im not very hungry ever atm, which like totally sucks cuas i have chocolate and its to hot to eat it, Lydia, my lil sister jst got out the play dough and is making a huge mess on the kitchen table, i cant talk to mike caus although his messenger says hes online hes probably out and about somwhere cuas hes trying to spend less time at the computer, it will be good for him but harder for me caus i wont be able to see and talk to him as much, anyway its not a huge wait till im over there in person so i guess i will cope, althought i will never be able jst to use the computer for email unless im away on a trip with Mike, caus i need to keep in touch with my friends and the pple i counsel. its to hot to even pack my room is like an oven atm and i hate it , oh well i have to go into town b4 work even if im not working cuas im taking mum to the physio today and will come home if im not working if i am we will have to meet dad somewhere so mum can get home.yeah i think thats about it for now,

Tuesday, January 25th, 20055:32 am

hmmm bored
well i guess its getting on into the year, im looking forward to moving even if Toronto is having major snow storms atm and power outtages, i think i will be able to deal with it, i was hping to get out there afore valentines but it might not happen like that :( oh well life causes shit to happen and money doesnt grow on trees im blessed that im being helped with the finannce and not having to do it all myself, other than that i havent been sleeping alot caus i went out with the girls from work on friday nite and didnt get home till6am sat or go to bed till almost 9am :O somthings are just to much fun to stop doing,then i think i got 40mins on sunday morning about 6;20 till Ruthy got up and woke me up with her noise, yeah other than that and working all weekend and not eating alot im good, better go get some sleep i dnt have work but i wanna be up early to begin to sort out what im taking when i move etc.....